March 1

I am really ravenous today. Probably from the gym. I am dreaming of a cheese steak. I felt really stressed at all the homework I have to do and feel unfocused lately, or more likely have been for a while. Tonight after Zumba I am going to sit down and pump out some homework for the rest of the night. I have been afraid exercise will make me so tired I won't be able to get to my homework. Its been tough managing chores and life. All I ever want to do deep down is sit on the couch and watch tv. I have to force myself not to. I should really get rid of that damn tv.

I am quite starving now. Its 12:21 in the afternoon. I had cottage cheese, cantaloupe and coffee for breakfast, followed by a banana around 11:00. I have been eating too much fruit but its better than a lot of other alternatives. I would like to eat more snacks with vegetables in them. Anyway, I asked my boyfriend to put extra fake turkey on my sandwich to help my hunger, and bring me back an orange to eat later as well as the already planned snack of carrots and hummus. I like oranges because they take a lot of time to peel and it makes the whole process take more time and focus, for a low calorie food. I notice I am a lot better at my diet during the work week because my food is basically brought to me.