Thursday, January 14

Breakfast (9:30 am): 2 eggs-over-medium, hash browns and 2 pieces whole wheat toast w/butter from Denny's. Water.
Snack (11:00 am): hot chocolate
Lunch (1pm): Subway again- 6 inch whole wheat roll (I asked him to scoop some bread out and he did but not much and looked at me like I was crazy) with veggie patty and the works. Ton of veggies, the only bad things were the bread, swiss cheese and mayo.
Lay's Baked potato chips.
Snack (3:45pm): half a bowl of home made kale and white bean soup
Snack (4:10pm): hot chocolate

I walked up to the door of subway all the while thinking I was going to try making a salad there, but something overcame me and I gave in to getting a sandwich and chips. I was thinking in my head, 'I am going to be starting my strict budget this weekend and won't be able to spend money at lunch anymore, I'll be bringing stuff from home. So I will have exactly what I like these last few days.' I wasn't even that hungry, I was still full from breakfast. I feel like a glutton that has no control, and I knew I would hate myself and I do.